I recently had a reading with a woman I have met with before… Both she and a second medium gave me some fairly strong messages from the ether. One of the things I was encouraged to do (again) was to allow myself to do trans work - to allow Spirit to use me as a vessel for messages. I gotta admit, I was intrigued but also hesitant. Not even hesitant really, but doubtful in my abilities.
Today I sat down for the first time for a half an hour and opened myself up to Spirit and let the pen do whatever it wanted. I feel compelled to share it with you, so here it goes…
I am writing to show others how to love and be loved in return. I am you, you are me, we are one. I have spoken these words to you over and over, yet you still don’t fully trust my word. You offer yourself as a vessel, you call upon me, yet you still hold doubt. How will you teach others with this doubt? All humans have doubts about my love because they cannot see me. This is the curse of the human species. Animals are not plagued by this doubt. They love fully and know nothing other than sheer light from me. I have placed animals in homes to show humans the level of love I have for them - more people have pets now than ever before, yet they drift further away from me than ever before.
What they do not understand is that they are not alone. I have always been there, and always will be. They do not have to carry the burden of the human condition on their own. The more they try, the heavier it becomes. What will happen when they break? So many are breaking, you are so frail. The dichotomy of being connected virtually, yet socially isolated from on another.
Too much thought. Too much brain, not enough heart. Technological advances seem compounding, but they do not do anything to cradle the heart, the soul, the light beings that each of you are. Feelings are much more simplistic. Overcomplicating feelings by introducing the brain weakens you light and takes you metaphorically farther away from me.
My question to Spirit: How do we get back to you?
Do what you’re doing. Do this, attend some sort of worship. Not because you’ll go to hell if you don’t, but to fill your soul with messages of love, forgiveness, and to raise the collective vibration of the world in groups of people - to create real connection. Create this same “worship” inside your family unit with friends, groups, etc. Create a place to hold space for one another and know that space is where you will always find me.
You are in your darkest hour as a collective. You are desperate for me, for serenity, for positivity, for a time free of fear and stress. You create the world you live in. Stress is a biological element of being human - it has kept you alive. But now you are simply surviving as a race and are at odd almost everywhere I look.
My comment to Spirit: You sound exacerbated by us.
That is your own projection put onto me. That is exactly the point. I have no disappointment, no sorrow, no rage for you, any of you. I have love in its purest form. A love that is unconditional and transforms the darkest night onto a star filled dream. I am here with open arms, open heart, and am extending my light to you in the depths of your despair.
As the song goes, I cannot force you to see my love or to feel it or to open your heart to me. You alone, each of you, have that ability, that gift.
My question to Spirit: Why do I feel like you’re just out of reach?
Because you’ve put me there, long ago, out of fear, pain, judgement. You feel incomplete because you have locked me out of your life. You feel incomplete because we are one and our light is indescribable in its beauty, grace, and power. To feel whole, you must embrace me, embrace what you’re afraid of.
My comment to Spirit: The church where Taylor’s funeral was keeps coming up for me. I have such a personal judgement of the church though.
That has been your protection mechanism and your way to hide out form the world you came here to do. You think it is easier shutting that side off, but it only debilitates you. You were born to ask questions, to reach heights others couldn’t. You can come back to community, you are allowed to grow and change, in fact it is necessary for your survival and prosperity. Church/worship/etc. are whatever you want them to be. It is faith. Faith in the light, faith in yourself. It doesn’t have to be anything beyond that - it’s all what you make it. The choice is yours, the time is now.